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Bothered ako..

2006-11-29T10:05:00.000-08:00

THINGS THAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW..

1. IM BORED
2. I MISS U
3. I WANT U HERE WITH ME
4. IM DEPRESSED
5. I WANT U BACK IN MY LIFE
6. I STILL CARE
7. I LOVE YOU STILL
8. YOU MADE ME CRAZY
9. LOVE SOMETIMES REALLY SUCKS
10. I MISS THE OLD YOU
11. I LIKE THE WAY YOU WERE IN THE BEGINNING
12. I WANT A HUG
13. IM CONFUSED
14. I LOVE U BUT ........
15. I WANT TO TALK TO MY BABY...NOW!!!!
16. IF YOU'RE GONNA LEAVE, HELP ME TO FORGET YOU.
17. CAN YOU JUST STAY?
18. CAN I KEEP YOU?
19. BE MINE
20. I'LL BE YOURS FOREVER..

fcuker.. dont be so manhid, you know naman na nasasaktan ako diba?? if you're gonna leave, turuan mo akong kalimutan ka.. kasi it would be very hard for me to let you go.. tas pag nakamove on na ko saka ka babalik? come on.. ayoko ng ganito.. i wont make reasons to make you stay but reasons to make you return.. :(

I CAN TELL MYSELF OVER AND OVER AGAIN THAT I'M NOT GOING TO LOVE YOU BUT IN THE END I KNOW IM LYING..

FRIENDS FOREVER

2006-11-26T14:00:00.000-08:00

last night nag buzz si marnee sakin.. then sabi niya she's so happy daw and di daw nya maexplain yung feeling.. i asked naman why, then she said basta.. new realizations.. thanks lala blahblah..

here's the conversation:

eanee27: kase
eanee27: i just feel so blessed
eanee27: hnd ko alam
redfossil_09: ha?
redfossil_09: gulo mo
eanee27: kung tlgang meant ng nawala skin si byh
eanee27: at nabgyan ako ng mga kebgan
eanee27: wai
eanee27: t
eanee27: kasi
eanee27: ganto un
eanee27: anyways
eanee27: kase
eanee27: i was contemplating
eanee27: kase
eanee27: for the past few days
eanee27: tlgang alam mu naman na
eanee27: dameng bumabatikos
eanee27: sakin
eanee27: tas si alam mu
eanee27: pa
eanee27: ganun sha
eanee27: nung isang araw naman
eanee27: nabasa ko sa misyon mag
eanee27: ung tungkol sa friendship en oL
eanee27: i meAn
eanee27: i was crying a while ago
eanee27: and still is
eanee27: because
eanee27: for years, i felt that i wasnt a worth keeping frienda
eanee27: *friend
eanee27: kase
eanee27: walang tumatagal sakin
eanee27: true
eanee27: i have my friends
eanee27: pero
eanee27: i cant open up
eanee27: i cant speak out
eanee27: then i realized
eanee27: since before pa
eanee27: na ikaw tlga ung nakakaintndi sakin
eanee27: ung anjan para skin at all times
eanee27: then there comes caloy and ung tatay ko
eanee27: i was lyk
eanee27: praying talaga
eanee27: sana
redfossil_09: pinapaiyak mo naman ako e
eanee27: before i graduate
eanee27: mahanap ko na ung mga hnahanap ko
eanee27: ung life na gsto ko
eanee27: that's wen i risked HIM
eanee27: na alam ko
eanee27: al lose one, at wala akong mga kaibigan na alam kong anjan
eanee27: alam kong magisa lang ako
eanee27: ngem, nagulat nlg ako
eanee27: na anjan kau
eanee27: para tulungan ako
eanee27: hnde ko inexpek toh
eanee27: dat made me strong pu.. ol of u
eanee27: hnd ko alam pano ko ssbhn
eanee27: pano ko ipapakita
eanee27: pero la, thanks talga
eanee27: >:D< redfossil_09: its okay..'
redfossil_09: yun lng masasabi ko..
redfossil_09: its okay
redfossil_09: ska thank you..
redfossil_09: yun lng.. :)
redfossil_09: >:D<>
redfossil_09: cguro nga nakakrelate lng tlga ko sayo nee
redfossil_09: kase like what i've said to mario
redfossil_09: nawala na lhat sken..
redfossil_09: friends
redfossil_09: pag nawala si gum
redfossil_09: wala na tlga
redfossil_09: yeah meron sila pero ndi ko alam..
redfossil_09: lumalayo loob ko sknila..
redfossil_09: kaya sabi ko kay gum wala na akong ibang kasama.. si marnee and caloi na lng kasundo ko..
redfossil_09: yun din naman ang di ko maintindihan sa iba
redfossil_09: kng bt sila galit sau..
redfossil_09: e mabait ka naman..
redfossil_09: madaling pakisamahan..
redfossil_09: yun ang pangit nagju2dge sila agad
redfossil_09: hay naku..
redfossil_09: bsta.. andito lng ako.. ndi man kita masamahan lagi sa skool pero pag my prob ka
redfossil_09: always ready ako
redfossil_09: haha
eanee27: alam ko un
eanee27: kaya nga ako thankful
eanee27: siguro nga la may nakatatak na sakanilang image ko
eanee27: ayaw ko naman magplease ng ibang tao
eanee27: hnd ko naman kau plinease pero dmatng kau
eanee27: kahit si cA
eanee27: kahit inaasar ko en oL
eanee27: hnd naman ako nagpasipsip para
eanee27: mgng cLose kame
eanee27: nasa tao rn lng cguro un
eanee27: ayoko naman ipilit sarili ko
eanee27: tumatanda na tau
eanee27: marerealize dn nila un
redfossil_09: tama..

this proves na sinasagot lahat ni Lord mga prayers natin.. hindi man agad pero dadating din at the right time.. madami munang challenges, iiyak ka muna then later masaya na.. :) i didnt expect this to happen.. i didnt expect na magiging close tayo nee, even caloi di ko enexpect magiging ganito kami ka close.. its just that, madami talagang plans si God for us.. bigla na lang tayong magugulat sa mga nangyayari, sa mga dumadating; kasi we never expected such thing to happen.. lets just be happy, and be contented.. contento na ko na meron kayo plus si gum.. wala na akong ibang hihilingin pa.. Marnee and Carlos, thank you sa lahat as in salamat.. yun lng masasabi ko.. im just so happy to have you guys.. basta FRIENDS FORVER mga tol ha?? WALANG IWANAN.. i love you so much!! muah!!

NEW:Tina introduced this christmas tree thingy in her blog.. kaya gumawa din ako kase i find it really cool.. accdg to Tina, you can send messages to the different trees that are owned by other people.. as you give them a message they would have a christmas ball in their tree.. the more messages, the more christmas balls for your tree.. COOL diba?

here's my MY TREE
and dont forget to leave your messages ha??

get now your OWN tree

i was searching for the trailer of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix when i found this picture:

feel bad about it.. potter's MINE..hahaha

time to relaks..

2006-11-25T17:45:00.000-08:00

wala akong ibang ginawa ngayong araw na toh kundi mag internet, kumain, magtext, manuod ng tv and my favorite TUMAWA.. haha pagkagising ko, baba agad, then maya-maya ng konti dumating yung tito kong may dalang malaking crab.. kinuha ko agad fone ko tas took some picture of it.. you know me naman, lahat ng bagay gustong pagtripan.. pag alis ng mga bisita, balik sa harap ng computer.. internet na naman, chat with marnee and carlos plus jansel.. natawa nga si marnee sa stat message ko e, "ayan na yung mga kaklase ko sa conference.." haha..

tapos na naman ang araw, Sunday na naman bukas.. then Monday, pasukan na naman.. back to school: goodbye computer; internet.. hello books; notebooks; teachers; and Sr. Cecilia.. ang maganda lang sa Monday is makikita ko si gum saka mga friends ko.. at buti na lang walang homework- Algebra lang..happy? sort of.. im lil bit sad kasi hindi pa nagttxt si mario until now.. :( nagdodota kasi thats why, e ayaw ko naman idisturb kasi baka mag away lang kami.. why lil bit sad? im used to it na kasi.. ayaw ko lang ng away, theres no use kung magtatampo ako.. hintayin ko na lang text niya, im sure ittxt ako nun after the game.. :)

thats my boy..

dala ng tito ko, look oh:

check out my sidebar: NEW PICTURES..

2006-11-25T03:37:00.000-08:00

yawn, im still up.. i cant sleep, maybe because im busy organizing my blog.. mejo matagal-tagal din akong nawala kaya etoh, nagprapraktis ulit.. im currently uploading pictures using the flickr thingy.. tulog na mga tao dito, ako na lang ang gising.. busy ako sa blog ko namiss ko kasi toh e.. i love my blog, kaya nga nung tinanong ako, me or blog?? i said BLOG..hahaha speaking of that ME, may naalala na naman ako, reminice(december 30 2005- january 2006.. feb. 2006- march 2006)... i hate the feeling, badtrip naman oh.. kung bakit kasi ganito na nangyayari, ang gulo na.. ayan tuloy galit na naman ako.. galit na naman ako sa mundo.. dahil ba hindi ko matanggap na wala ng magbabago samin? tangina, wag naman sana kasi as much as possible i want a change.. pero we dont know where to start.. maybe the first step is, we should learn first to love ourselves.. hay, I MISS YOU GUM.. enough na nga the drama, ayoko nang umiyak..

TGIF

2006-11-24T23:30:00.000-08:00

thank God its friday.. sa wakas makakapagpuyat na ko ng todo tonight! yehey for that.. early in the morning nasa harap na naman ako ng monitor, nagbloblog na naman ako, well- thats me! no one can STOP me na.. im back to blogging kaya update lang ng update! hop lng ng hop..haha im waiting for my sundo pa kasi kaya etoh nag update na.. cge later ulit pasok na ko.. muah! Godbless!

Lala@ 6:22 AM

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kakagising ko lang, sinadya ko talagang gumising ngayon kasi i want to share what happened today although di naman ganun kadami.. ♥lets start with what happened kanina sa computer room, since walang internet sa mga unit namin na mga students kasi sira DAW according to Mr. Alvarez(comp teacher & former advicer) i asked him if i can use his computer and he agreed naman so pinakita ko tong blog ko.. he was like "wow, gawa mo yan? ang galing naman" hay naku, kaya ko siya mas namimiss e..haha then PE, we played volleyball ah correction, they pala kasi hindi ako naglaro.. pano naman kasi after PE, CAT na trainning na naman.. so malamang pag naglaro ka, pagpapawisan ka plus mag tretranning, dagdag pawis na naman.. edi ang baho ko na nun..harhar tas kanina na punish pa kami..huhu yesterday pagod ako emotionally, today naman pagod physically.. kaya upon arriving home, kumain na ko agad, ligo, then higa..7 PM, i was watching tv saka katxt ko pa si gum, when suddenly i fell asleep.. ayan, dala din siguro ng pagod thats why.. now, im going to make some necessary adjustments to my blog.. :)

my activity # 2 in drafting was marked LATE! amf..

i thought marnee's okay, hindi pa pala.. (conference tayo bukas, absent ako ngayon kasi natulog ako)

reaction about my blog/layout?:

im currently: chatting with monique; and missing my baby ♥.

MOTTO FOR THE DAY:

no class tomorrrow coz its Saturday.. time to rest, time to blog, plus no homework, equals PERFECT day.. oh san ka pa?

♥ LOVE it..

tawa nalang ako, tawa ka nlang, tawa nalang tayo..

2006-11-23T20:23:00.000-08:00

tatawa na lang ako..

im so tired, as in tired na in everything, lalo na kaninang umaga.. it's all about me and my gum.. hay.. etoh, i woke up at 5:15 am kanina then i checked my celphone may message from gum, "gud morning gum.. kain ka na.." binalik ko yung message skanya, since im not in the mood na magpaka sweet and i was sleepy pa that time kaya natulog ulit ako.. gumising ako ng 6:00 am, took a bath, bihis then before going to school i txted him: "lets lok later.. fed up na ko.." on the way to school, im pLanning what to say na kase i know away na naman at tama din ako dun.. sa classroom, we talked then maya-maya i was naaasar na sa mga sagot niya na talaga namang nakakabwisit.. so i started shouting at him.. i tried to control my anger kaya lang wala talaga,so ended up crying.. he was mad na din, tas biglang lumapit si Marnee saken and hugged me.. iyak parin ako ng iyak hanggang sa nag ring yung bell.. during our physics, i made a letter for him.. telling him that i miss the old us.. that i cant handle the situation anymore.. so nung break, pinabasa ko yung letter skanya and i was surprised sa reaction nya.. yung maamong mukha, at pusong babae.. yeah that's mario, madaling paamuhin, madaling umiyak.. it's hard talaga to handle a relationship lalo na kung laging may away.. but im glad we made this far and we still manage to over come our problems.. i know we fight more than the times we talk pero i still hope na babalik yung dati.. i love him more than anyone in this world and i'd do everything to make things work.. nasasabi kong fed up na ko and ayoko na but the truth is kaya ko pa, its just that galit ako or naiinis na.. minsan kelangan talagang ilabas yung sama ng loob eventhough we know nakakasakit tayo ng feelings ng iba.. i've done that to him so many times and i can say na im so lucky kase natitiis niya ko sa ugali kong yun.. i realized so many things, ang petty ng mga bagay na pinag aawayan namin, sobrang babaw..hay, i shouldnt act like this because madali lang naman kausapin si gum, he'll understand basta ba kausapin ko sha ng maayos.. there's no need to shout when im talking to him, kelangan ko din iconsider yung feelings niya.. so ayun, mejo nalessen din yung pain na nararamdaman ko with the help of my friends, Marnee and Caloi.. thanks for always being there for me, not only in times of problems but also in times of happiness..

hoi margaret agnes pebenito wala kang karapatan! ok?!

tawa na lang tayo!! hahaha

...next, people are reacting about my layout, its seductive daw.. jan kami nagtalo ni gum, oh san ka pa? babaw noh? like the Stick-o and Zest-O ni Marnee.. hihihi

VISITORS THANKS FOR DROPPIN' BY.. GODBLESS!

First Update!

2006-11-22T20:28:00.000-08:00

finally, im back! after ten months nagbalik din ako sa pagbloblog.. i missed blogging,as in SOBRA.. i missed my blogmates, my friends and most especially the KWENTOS.. as you all know, i always share my stories; simula paggising hanggang sa pag tulog.. i stopped blogging coz i was tinatamad na that time and my blog was sira- parang tae, sobrang gulo..tsk tsk.. but lately there was a friend who inspired me to make a new one.. i tried to make my own layout then BOOM! etoh na sha.. and finally im back to the BLOG WORLD.. a world where i can share my stories, experiences, adventures in life; a world where i can burst out my anger, and a world which i call FAMILY..

today is wednesday, school day.. i was so excited na to go home early coz i want to update na my bloggie.. anyways, we had our parent-child dialogue during our homeroom period.. i was with marnee and caloi that time, we were laughing and laughing as in sobrang ingay namin..=) as usual pag kasama mo si nee, you'll just laugh and laugh and laugh!hahaha nakakatuwa yung speaker namin kanina, si Mrs. Lazo, Ryan's mom.. okay na okay shang magkwento, nakakatouch.. she shared her stories about her family and our reaction was "awww.." then after the dialogue, break tas two subjects pa, English and Calculus.. RING!!! time for lunch.. kasama kong naglunch sina Pepot, Krizia, Carlos and Xtian (i wasnt with mario kasi umuuwi sha pag lunch).. we ate infront of the library, then biglang lumapit si Nico samin ni Pepot.. kwento kwento, about couple sa school blahblah.. biglang napunta yung topic sa mga katarataduhan namin nung 3rd year kami.. waah! i miss III- ST. LUKE! grabe, our class was amazing, you'll enjoy life talaga.. compared to now, so sad and ang reaction ko lang is HAY BUHAY.. first subject namin in the afternoon was Algebra na dapat Social Studies.. we had our quiz and super tanga ko, may mistake.. i was blaming my seatmate "Jansel kase e!! bt di mu sinabi?! tuloy wrong ko.." sama noh, nanisi pa daw.. then Physics with Mrs. Villegas, we had quiz again tas new topic.. next to Physics was Drafting, our last period for the day with Mr. Paz.. we had our quiz again about dimensions chuva and i got 13 out of 15.. well done LALA.. ngayon ko lang napansin, sunodsunod pala yung quizzes.. dismissal, sabay kami ni gum na bumaba then we waited for my sundo.. tas ayun.. and now, we're again fighting.. haha

GAGAYAHIN KO NA LANG SI MARNEE: TAWA NA LANG TAYO..HAHAHAHA

2006-06-12T15:32:00.000-07:00

WELCOME BACK!